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9 de Octubre, 2006

Del Diario - Entrada #100906.1

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From the Del Diario Series, entry #100906.1.



• "columbus day" and yet another reminder of the mindhype we're all shoveled in "school." if there's anything i really resent, it's that you denied me my ability to intelligently assemble myself, denied me the lessons of the cosmos that can only be taught through truth, how was i to discern from lessons so tainted by petty agendas? anyway, just set me back a little, on the right track now, multiple levels of reeducation....and it's a lot of work to reinvestigate and arrange one's holidays, language, symbology, biases, and self-image...but it's damn good work, feels real, not wandering spirals in a thicket, or heading toward a cliff, like farming the soul, gardening one's own mind and heart and life

• sun's out better finish up here soon, don't want to miss it, don't forget the sun, lamps cant do it. those with more melanin require more sun, the body, the brain needs it, even babies, was amazed when herm looked that up, but no, that's not true i knew it already, so many signs....remember learning about vitamin D, and those kids in european/russian winters sittin in their skivvies and blindfolded around an indoor lamp to get vitamin D in the clase, so hip hip hooray for cowmilk-blend-heat zapped/vitamin infused/processed, homoegenized substance...it's amazing how many people think you NEED cowmilk, as if we were created to need to suck on cow titties, not human ones, amazing how many dont know calcium is in dark greens and vit D in the sunlight and that Nestle is a wicked harmful company that chugs glucose into babies brains and doesn't give a shit about poor women in mexico mixing tainted water with thier powder, about poor women in america trying to raise kids or care about their kids' health and what a strange world, so much relearning to do, the hive pollutes the mind even before birth...also i knew about people needing sunlight because we all do to be happy (to live), and also in science class we learned about the dopamine stream reliant on the beam, and of course long before, because of my own reaction to sun-deprivation (shudder) i get unhappy. i feel like a battery in the sun. soak it up, im all charged and happy and can give it out

• almost done with a few (commercial) art projects which makes me happy can give more energy and time to the novel and jeez have to finish up my father's book cover he sent me the warhol book as research, talkeda bout matisse and i get the feeling he wants the cover to have a lot of texture, some grit, but color too i'm thinking dayglo paint, concrete splinters and spraypaint halos, yeah, i'ma take it out of the digital realm this time and fire up my canvas legs and paint kazoo, maybe even scrape on some hummus, i really should have finished by now but i never got a deadline and that throws me all off track and anyway, twot will be will be and i have to practice the preterite tense de español, AR, ER, IR verbos, but first sun—

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