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4 de Mayo, 2007

Aliens

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ALIENS they say
pointing toward an imaginary fungal faultline
perhaps riven across the glossy belly of a taco-shaped space ship on the horizon
perhaps propped up by 4,437 spindly legs
and most definitely painted with a black, curling mustachio

somewhere somewhat shattered
in the land of colonial hangover and vague white angers
are propped up so many fragile frosted cancers waiting to
eat their way through the sugary crust of make-believe
drool and bubble, boiling trouble
who is the dinner today?

I
feel
like
the ALIEN
hiding out in a crowd of eyeball-fisted fake friends
i'm always undercover
i'm always gauging shelter
only La Virgen de Guadalupe remembers my five year old face
and a handful of olive oil anointments that would keep the bugs at bay

"we don't mean you" and "you're not like them"
they laugh, measuring my cheekbones
and every third vowel with a cold, fickle, frozen fingernail and
a candy-sharp smile that curves round me like ribs
this sweetbitter reward that i should hoard
Not Like Them
and of course
THEY are Not Like Us
but
I know it's true, too
that am not like YOU

so what is an alien like me to do?

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Comentarios (9)


Georgina dijo:

GRVTR

I like this line:"we don't mean you" and "you're not like them"

Boy do they love to back peddle or feign while they are trying to stab you in the back.

I've been "lurking" for a while. You're blog is very inspiring.


nezua limón xolagrafik-jonez dijo:

GRVTR

thank you, georgina. it's good to see ya.


lovelesscynic dijo:

GRVTR

I really like the alien thing. Of course everyone knows that alien as it relates to the nation, and alien as it relates to extraterrestrials are supposed to be different things, but given the situation, there's certainly a sly resonance between the two.

And of course, legal or illegal, you're still an alien. And if you are by chance not an alien, you can simply be a nonalien.


nezua limón xolagrafik-jonez dijo:

GRVTR

"resonance?" no, i'd say it's being used by many in just the same way. something "alien" to our understanding. something not human, and not deserving of equal consideration. i wish "everyone knew," but too many use ALIEN to turn someone into something they feel okay about killing, jailing, or treating cruelly. with no understanding of the full context or history of the situation. it's a label that turns someone into nothing.


Trin dijo:

GRVTR

this is a fantastic poem, nez. and I love your "alien" graphic as well.

guh, I sound like I'm just gushing over good poetry rather than... feeling you. bleah. *insert better comment here*


nezua limón xolagrafik-jonez dijo:

GRVTR

ah, hell, trin. that'll work for me! gracias!


Trin dijo:

GRVTR

:) de nada.


Nanette dijo:

GRVTR

I was thinking about the word "aliens" the other day... something, I can't remember what, on a Greenwald comment thread brought it up.

A number of years back I was in LA visiting my brother and was talking to one of his friends (a Latino who had been in the US for a while). Somehow we got to talking about family, so I showed him a photo of my then teenage daughter and said something about "kids turn into aliens when they hit their teens, you never know *what* they are going to do next."

Me, I associated the word "aliens" with creatures from outer space, but whoa! did it hit a nerve with him. "So THAT'S what you think of us aliens, we are like children!" he says (or something similar) and I'm saying "no no, I meant like someone from space!" while he sweeps out, never to speak to me again.

I, of course, thought he overreacted (although I did laugh at myself because of how familiar *that* sounded), especially considering the circumstances of my visit, but still... I got a good lesson that while I had mostly one reference for the word, he had quite another, no doubt having lived it and had it used against him for at least as long as he'd been in the US (and quite possibly before, when applying for visas and so on).

Anyway, it's such a terrible word to actually apply to people - whether in official communication or just casual conversation. And it's no doubt intentional, that... just another way to make sure people are quite thoroughly and officially othered and, considering our general cultural references in the US, quite literally dehumanized.

Wonderful and wrenching poem.


nezua limón xolagrafik-jonez dijo:

GRVTR

thank you nanette.

kick it, ése.

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