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20 de Junio, 2007
The 20th Day of the Last Month
Categorized under Chronicles of Nezua | Tags: Change, My Life
IT'S FUNNY, I had a long post almost completed. But almost all at once, every ounce of willingness to be effusive and expressive has fled. So let me be brief:
1. going to meet with a landlady maybe later. seven pm. we'll see if she liked our refs. if she did, we'll be in. it's an anxious day. i could tell she really wants to rent the place, but who knows what will happen between now and when we see her again. the place reminds me of a motel on the edge of a highway, except in a college town. but at least we'd be on the end. and there's a big window in the livingroom that looks over the parking lot. where the sun sets. there is a setting sun and a big window and a parking lot. so that's something. and mostly, there'd be just us. a room i can do my work. a livingroom we can populate with energy we find enjoyable.
2. went back to the old myspace my younger brother set up for me and my old body of music. stuff uploaded i can hardly bear to listen to. there were two damn messages about little cool village type cafes wanting me to play live in NYC months ago. i was so pissed! now that i'm across the country. i wrote them both saying i was sorry i had missed their messages. one replied and still wants me to come play. but...i can't say yes. there really is a bunch of venues here if i want to do that. do i?
3. car is on the road. we will be able to make payments, rather than pay all at once, so that helps us. we are mobile again.
4. that car seat I mentioned? The one for Lil 'Nita that costs over $200 and is supposedly the best out there? Well, looks like we got ripped off on ebay. so now we have to go through that process of reporting it and hoping the reimburse us.
5. things have got a little fucked here again. life with junkies and a house that doesn't really communicate so well. you never know what to expect at any given moment except the unexpected. anyway, karma has turned things upside down on somebody and i hear the shadenfrigid breeze tugging at the door, but i won't open. i don't need la suegra to suffer. i just need space. good god, i need some space. and really, i need sleazy users not to rob my daughter's piggy bank. and my heart to slow down a bit.
and to get off this machine. lata.
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Comentarios (7)
luisa dijo:
robbing piggy banks and money for child seat? WTF are we coming to?!
i hope you find a safe, tranquil place to clear your head space. i hope your lil' nita makes beautiful memories there.
i can't wait to get back to the west coast but, unfortunately i'll be in the same boat looking are a decent, cheap apt in san fran. which is impossible.
good luck, nez. don't let 'em kill your spirit! :)
Palabras por luisa spat forth on el 20 de Junio, 2007 at 02:31 PM
RC dijo:
One hopes you'll be posting about the sunset over the parking lot soon and not more Rudyismos.
Palabras por RC spat forth on el 20 de Junio, 2007 at 03:21 PM
Joan Kelly dijo:
Sending good thoughts for the place you want to rent, the car seat skullduggery, and I will try some long distance invisible mind control on the junky(ies). I used to be one, maybe I still have some residual junky-power in me to send up the coast.
Palabras por Joan Kelly spat forth on el 20 de Junio, 2007 at 03:37 PM
Pat Logan dijo:
Hoping for the best for the three of you. :)
Palabras por Pat Logan spat forth on el 20 de Junio, 2007 at 04:15 PM
Man Eegee dijo:
Keep your head up, Nez, it's the only way you'll be able to see the sunrise when it finally chooses to do so. Paz, 'mano.
Palabras por Man Eegee spat forth on el 20 de Junio, 2007 at 04:18 PM
RickB dijo:
Good luck man.
Palabras por RickB spat forth on el 20 de Junio, 2007 at 07:39 PM
Changeseeker dijo:
And some privacy, eh, 'mano? Privacy is good.
Palabras por Changeseeker spat forth on el 21 de Junio, 2007 at 07:17 AM